He said she said

2011-09-03T00:30:00.004+08:00

I kinda hate it when I put so much of myself(time, focus, energy and mind) into this whole thing and what I received figuratively, isn't really what I perceived/expected it to be. This happened the last time and I thought it wouldn't happen again. Well not this time round I hope?

I'm just afraid that while I am making up my mind on certain things, this story takes a turn and grab hold of me. Sigh, what do I do? This is when uncertainty comes in. By then, would it all be a tad too late?

They say, there is always hope.
Yeah, 'Hope' are you with me?
:)

2011-05-22T01:49:00.004+08:00

Ridiculous, sad, disappointed(w myself), hopeless, on the verge of giving up.
I do not know how to explain all these.
I do not know what to do now. I dread this feeling.
I'm sorry, I'm really really sorry.
Words/billions of sorry doesn't justify how much I feel.
I'm starting to fear everything around me.
I'm confused, I'm trembling.
What do I do now?
Dear god, please tell me.

2011-04-26T00:25:00.004+08:00

School is really draining.
Clinic is one huge stress to handle.
Seriously, gahhhhh *pulls my hair
I think my immune system is plunging, I feel weak as though falling sick.
(I'm sick now I guess?)
Most of my cells are killed. I'm dead.
:(

2011-04-14T00:02:00.004+08:00

Internship is coming to an end. Holidays too.
School is drawing nearer and nearer.
What do you do?

-

I'm pretty excited yet intimidated at the thought of clinic which covers 70% of our entire academic year.
I forgotten almost everything which I've learnt the past two years, damn.
I'm really scared now!
We shall see :(

Anyway, I've signed up for my basic theory test!
I hope I can get my license by end of this year or even better, before my birthday.
I shall do some studying tomorrow.
Mom said I paid more than my brother so I should all the more pass with flying colours! -.-

This aside.
I want to go for a change in hairstyle.
It's kinda boring to have the same hairstyle for a year, probably I'm visiting Gin this Saturday @ Texture for some advice/experiment with my hair.
Hehe! I think I'll look weird though :/

Anyhow, my brother showed me this video and I think it's rather amazing hahaha, what a talent.
I wonder if their balls/dick hurt(s), uhhhh.. haha

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1834701622498&oid=193405146917&comments

I've been wanting to do this w you, bum! Let's save up lots of money and head to the places which we once mentioned! If possible, Australia this September for the surfing contest. Australia is cooling yet sunny, how awesome! I think I can tan air-veh-ree dayyyy in that kind of weather! Haha. The last time when I was really really tan was like 6 years ago! I miss swimming. Ahhh, I miss sports. I wanna wakeboard! I wanna surf! I wanna sail! But it's not easy man.

I shall stop. Yeah I can talk alot. I know that.
Haha I should stop!
Oh oh oh, lastly!
I MISS ALOT OF MY FRIENDS, YEAH!
The fun, wild yet crazy bunch of ppl in DOPT, Julene Ang, Yvonne Soh, Alyssa Bianca, Ika Fairuzah, Eda Stitch, Carin Tay, Stella Tan, Jasmine, Alan Shi, Audrey Chai, Hadassah, Zhong Wei, Louisa Lye, Javier Ng, Ku, Shao Cong, Isabelle Quek, Samantha Soh, Victoria Lee, Lee Koon, Kathleen Loo and the list goes on...
Meet up meet up and catch up ah everyone! (I think I'm the busy one hahahaha, as mentioned by Jul and Von)

G'NIGHT :>

2011-04-12T23:08:00.004+08:00

I don't know why I tend to be in a whirl when night falls.
Life's like a period. You can be laughing in a minute and before you even realize, you're found deeply engrossed in your own thoughts in the next hour. It's amazing how a little harmless thing could affect someone so easily, without even a touch.
Well, perhaps this is life and our duty is to unravel the mystery. While through the process of unravelling, we gain life experiences which could better aid us in tackling our future in the event if these things were to happen again.
Yup! :) Gotta go, catch ya tomorrow!

Lights out!

2011-04-11T23:29:00.003+08:00

Have you ever wonder who's there for you when you're at your lowest?
Everything I do is just wrong, I don't know why. I don't know why I just can't get it right.
I'm feeling pretty fucked up. If only the situation knows when and how to change or revert back to the older times (probably a day or a week ago)
I don't get why I commit certain acts when I know the end result is just shit.
Sometimes the heart and the brain just couldn't intertwine eh?
Well, I hope things will turn out better.
I'll strive to be a better person in time to come!
I'll do my part though I've no idea what's gonna happen next but it takes two hands to clap so if both of us do our respective part, I'm sure things will definitely turn out pleasant.
Alright, am hitting the sack.
G'night! :)

2011-03-10T00:11:00.002+08:00

Yeah I know I'm such an 'avid' blogger, haha I haven't been updating.
I'm kinda lazy to blog these few days/weeks/months.
I guess I was held up w school the past few months and I rarely touch my laptop when I return home. Yeah, that partially explains why.
Life's getting pretty hectic this year, everything has been lined up nicely or rather consecutively, one after another.

Tomorrow would be the 4th day at work, I'd say the environment there is good.
Not stressful as compared to others and they have a very nice pantry where you can help yourself to the unlimited supply of drinks like Peel Fresh(solely Monday), Coke, Green Tea, Soya Bean and those instant Teh Tarik, Milo, Cappucino etc etc. It's just a button away for those hot beverages, see how convenient it is.
Haha, this indirectly shows that we humans are getting lazier.
The people there are all very friendly and nice, I'd like to emphasize the word: VERY
Well, I hope I can learn more practical and useful stuffs from Johnson & Johnson.
May it be a fruitful one! :)

I'm feeling: half-hearted. Don't know if I should get back to doing what I used to do. I personally feel that as one grows, you'd like to spend more time w the people around you especially your love ones like family and bf. It's like you wouldn't hesitate but know that this sacrifice is worth it. There's no wrong or right because everyone has their individual unique perspective towards life, so yeah. This is my choice and I don't expect anyone to approve of my doings but rather, it serves as a simple form of acknowledgement.

I'd want a much simpler lifestyle and perhaps dance for fun instead of seeing it as a major part of my life. It used to be my passion, now it still is, but I kinda lost it due to problems.
It's tiring to quarrel w parents over the same stuff not once but endless times.
You'll never outwin them, you'll definitely be on the losing end. (or maybe it's just my parents haha)

I guess I should stop now, what a long update haha.
I need to get more working clothes and upsize my wardrobe :/
Alright, hope life has been good for you guys out there! :)
Life is short, cherish whatever you have before it's gone.
Takecare, bye!

2011-01-01T15:26:00.002+08:00

Happy new year!

I shall post some of the photos of the bbq countdown party @ 51 when Joanne sis has done uploading it. You bet, it was fun ;)
Most of us crashed over hehe.

There would be another housewarming buffet later @ 51.
How nice it is, to hold a housewarming buffet on 01/01/2011.

This aside, my throat is feeling slightly sore though :/
I'm gonna spam myself w lots of herbal tea, (if given a chance to) that's if Bum is driving us out.
Yup!

2010-12-23T00:33:00.003+08:00

Words that are yet to be spoken; actions that are yet to be taken.

I don't know why I'm feeling what I am feeling now but this feeling somehow somewhat sucks. As much as I hate to be, this particular sense of insecurity makes me feel that I've to be wary. I really wish I could be less insecure. Sometimes certain things just popped out when you least expected and the feeling which churns out, leads you to nowhere. It makes you feel so shitty and inferior that you could only curl up and do nothing about it. Probably everything takes time to be accustomed to, needless to say, the people around you too.

Well.

The feeling of having you around is warm and fuzzy, I really appreciate all of your doings. I'm very much contented to have you and yeah I can tell my parents feel safe having me in your hands and I know you've always been wanting to assure em about this. I feel happy yet at the same time intimidated and worried. Contradicting as it may sound.

darlieecious.tumblr

Saying Images | Images with Quotes

2010-12-01T03:07:00.000+08:00

Saying Images | Images with Quotes

2010-12-01T02:17:00.002+08:00

I don't know to go to the left where nothing is right
or go to the right where nothing is left.

My loved ones gave me the assurance
however the most important decision lies in me.
How exactly.

Mary J. Blige - We Got Hood Love ft. Trey Songz

2010-11-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

'nuff said.

2010-11-27T01:27:00.004+08:00

It's gonna be mad rush and tiring for me later.
I gotta wake up at 6am and leave house at 7am, reach ICA at 8am.
And last check point, my work place; before 10am.
I've no damn idea if I'm able to reach Flyer by 9.45am but I'll try. Really.
I hope Al doesn't diss me off like this, if not I'll feel kinda dejected for the whole of 7hours, taking photos.
Uh well.

Days have been by far, alright. But a torture.
Time has been passing by so slowly. Way too slow.
However on a lighter note, it's slow enough for me to have adequate time to revise for Mid Sem Test.
Yes, MST schedule is already out :|
The very first Biostatistic test is next Friday and I know nutz about it
(probably like 3/4 of it is not even registered in my brain)
I needa buck up and start studying.
I needa focus and start being serious.

I needa.. I gotta.. I hafta..

Despite all the 'downs', ultimately there's one 'up' which makes me fly sky high.
Finally I'm going to Japan on the 11th December!
But I'm not there for dance purposes so I actually feel the pinch and itch haha.
I know I gotta clad myself w effing thick cloth and warmers since it's winter season, but I've no idea how I'll look like because I've never ever dressed or wrapped myself up in such thick coats.
Ahhh, excited much! :)
And my electric blue duckie boots arrived just in time for this 5 days trip, hehe.

Alright, gotta hit the sack.
Boo :|
Xoxo

(LMK)

P/s:
I love cupcakes and this really brightens up my day/night! My stomach's growlinggg!

2010-11-05T02:57:00.002+08:00

I think I'm having gastric, or maybe there's sth wrong w my stomach/intestine.
The feeling is weird and painful at times however bearable.
:/

Time heals all wound, I believe?

2010-11-03T21:09:00.003+08:00

I have been on a few sourcing trips to Bugis for costumes for Recital.
Ohhhh finally, almost done! Just left w/ consolidation of moneh and collection on Friday! :)

Training is tomorrow, yay.
This week is rather slackkkk, I'm so happy hehe! :B

Time flies; almost a week has already gone by.
You feel me? :')

2010-11-01T01:28:00.003+08:00

Had dinner w fammy at Sunset lane and shopped @ IMM right after.
Went to Cot On to buy red basic needed for Recital and also bought other chapalang.
Tomorrow will be the day where I source for the long grey harem which Allegra wants hehe.

I'm kinda tired, gotta turn in.
What a nice weather to sleep in.
I wonder how November is gonna be like.

:/

2010-10-26T23:29:00.003+08:00

I'm really tired, was teaching my lil brat some Chinese stuff for his exam tomorrow, nevertheless I'm gonna complete my tutorials before I sleep.
8am lesson tomorrow again, to add on, it's all the way till 6pm mind you (!!!!)
It's always the same whole routine, ystd and today.
I totally hate 8am lessons to the core, ugh!
What can I do?

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING.

Bam.

2010-10-19T21:03:00.004+08:00

Met up w Jul and Von on the last day of holiday, shall post the pictures once they are done uploading :)

-

First day of school sucks.

I experienced insomnia one night before thus I didn't even catch a wink of sleep.
Just when I was about to fall asleep, my alarm went off. @#$%^&
This whole torturing process made me grouchy and short tempered, and my parents are the unlucky ones to let me 'vent' my anger. Partly they also woke me up from my sleep. Worse still, I was having migraine thus I skipped my 1st lecture of the day
:(

Second day of school wasn't any better.

Before I went to bed, I was so worried that I might have insomnia again and I took quite some time to fall into deep sleep. However when I woke up at 10am, my head was aching terribly and I figured if I sleep longer it might reduce the pain thus I continued sleeping. Oh my, the next thing I know, I woke up at 12pm when I was supposed to leave home at 12pm :( thus I skipped my 1st lecture again! Omg, I don't wanna skip any lectures or whatsoever anymore.

Oh and yknow what, my timetable is the most horrible one!
I've breaks in between that can last up to 4hours, causing us to end school at 6pm.
And school can start as early as 8am. Sigh :(

My third day in school will definitely be better I hope!
:)

-

On a side note, Rich and I went to Mr Prata and had our dinner just now :D
Yummy yum!

2010-10-12T22:41:00.004+08:00

Rich and I went to catch a mooooovie today.
Like finallyyyyy :)

The Legend of The Fist: The Return of Chen Zhen
Ahhh, it's a dope show. I really like it! :)

2010-10-04T01:29:00.002+08:00

I'm exhausted today.
Damn, it was a fun yet tiring day @ O School!
Recital's vetting was like helluva! Totally off the hook ;)
I'm sure Recital 2010 is gonna be a blast man! Dope, hehe.
Do come down and support us okay? Be it dancers, friends, cousins, or friends of friends! It's gonna take place on end of Nov @ Scape!
Will keep you guys updated w the dates agn!

Hokay, side track a little.

Results as in grades are released, but not GPA.
Yay I pass! I'm still worried that I might fail 1 or 2 modules but no! (Patho & Pharmo)
Hurrrrrrray! Amazingly, I got an A this time round! I was like flying for 5 secs only.
While the rest are like, nawwww so-so.
Yup, I'm turning in!

Xoxo

2010-10-03T03:18:00.002+08:00

tired
[tahyuhrd]
–adjective
1.
exhausted, as by exertion; fatigued or sleepy: a tired runner.
2.
weary or bored (usually fol. by of ): tired of the same food every day.
3.
hackneyed; stale, as a joke, phrase, or sermon.
4.
Informal . impatient or disgusted: You make me tired.

2010-10-02T00:04:00.009+08:00

Howdy!
I'm gonna upload lots of pic this time!
Okay not really but probably the gist of it.
For more photos, you can visit my facebook accompanied w/ a link which I'll paste here later, tyvm :)
Universal Studios pic will be up like few days later.

Uh. Uh. Uh.
I've changed my mind!

Haha sorry! You got punked!
Yknow what? I'm not gonna upload alot of pics!
I'm kinda tired :(
I'm only uploading like 4 or 5 for each 'topic'
Here you go!

....................................................

1. My Smexy 18 @ Timbre

'This is Gary'
'This is Nicholas'

2. Sushi Tei w/ Love and Fam

3. Ken House Ramen

'Favourite Miso Butter Ramen'

4. Miscellaneous

'This was taken during Suntec Dance Competition'

2010-09-30T04:14:00.004+08:00

B is taking ages to upload those photos that were long ago overdue :(
Work was fine and yeah, gonna be busy w dance and work now.
I should be rather busy w Waves and Recital.
I've only 2 remaining weeks of holidays I guess? Aww :'(
I'm dead beat, gonna turn in! G'night.

2010-09-24T01:21:00.002+08:00

Im feeling excited now though today was rather gruesome, sigh.
Idk why but I've this weird habit of appreciating photography whenever Im down/happy
I've sth for arts, like dance and photography, although Idk much about Camera -Lenses and stuff but Im still quite intrigued.
By looking at ppl's tumblr or photo albums or my own album, I feel my spirits lifting. :)

I'm looking forward to the night @ Timbre. It's gonna be great!

XOXO

2010-09-23T00:04:00.004+08:00

Hurray I bought my brown clogs at a cheaper price(like 10bucks cheaper) and I love it!

I shall wear it this friday for my birthday dinner at Timbre w baby, Gary, Nic, maybe Sammi sis and Hoffman bro.
Well I celebrate 1 day earlier because I couldn't make it on the actual day itself as I'd be having recital training. So that explains why (:
However I'm feeling a lil uncertain as we might not be able to get the right number of seats due to crowd influx. Simply because reservation slots were already filled 2 to 3 days back when we tried to get it online :(
Lady luck shall be w me, I hope so!

Went to Universal Studio on Mon w bf, Hoffman bro and Sammi sis! It was helluva fun!
Photos will be up soon!
Zomg I'd love to go again w my family this time round! :)
I'm thinking of gg for the Halloween Night @ Night Safari, though tix is abit pricey!
Bf simply puts it off and say, 'what?! we pay moneh to scare ourselves?!'
But it's fun, isn't it! HAHA

September is about a whole lot of fun apart from the exams!

Oh a heavier note,
4 Oct 2010, 9.30am will be the release of our results. Hell.

Hehe I love my bf, family and girlfriends! (Inserts love) :B

2010-09-15T22:16:00.002+08:00

Zomg, Acer laptop sucks!
I bought it like less than a year and now it's giving me a hell load of crap.
I'm charging my laptop now yet the bar isn't moving at all!
The volume of my laptop goes all the way to the max like automatically and at many times fluctuate and soar up agn, like constantly dammit -.-
Oh crap, and it just blacked out like 10mins ago!
$1700 just gone like this?! Oh mehhh.

Hokeh, Im left w my last paper tomorrow!
Pathology paper @ 4pm.
Im so gonna go off now and start studying!
I have yet to even flip a page of my notes, goodness.
Baibai :)

2010-09-12T01:06:00.004+08:00

Hola :)
Went to dine at Sushi Tei yesterday w Baby and his family.
Zomg I would say I'm a faithful supporter of Sushi Tei.
I just love the quality of their food!
I shall ask bb to send me the pictures tomorrow so I can upload it here!
By looking at the amount of food we have eaten, I bet your jaw will drop! ;)
(P/s: Baby I love you!)

I think I've sth for food. Bb and I loveeeeeeee eating! Nomnomnom :B
So to whoever out there who's reading this, if you happen to know of some good places whereby they offer great food at reasonable prices, please drop me a tag stating where and what! ;)

Okay my dear stomach is rambling, will Maggie satisfy my hunger?
(Here comes my Maggie, 2 hrs later..)

And lastly,
I'VE TO STOP SLACKING AND START STUDYING FOR MY (2)PAPERS!!!

XOXO

2010-09-11T01:13:00.002+08:00

Emotions: Wrecked.

Always be my baby :')

2010-09-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

I'm finally updating my blog! Hurrah!

Just had Pharmocology Exam today.

It was alright but I totally wrote all the drug names in the wrong category thus I lose quite a lot of marks here and there, including MCQ. Pffff

I'm gonna rest today and probably slack a lil tomorrow.

Gonna watch Gossip Girls S2 again, lol! Hehe.

Next up!

15 Sep Contact Lens Paper 9-11am

16 Sep Pathology Paper 4-6pm

2 more papers to go and freedom awaits me!

Ciao!

P/s: I'm considering to get this pair of Birkenstocks-Florida. Should I? $$$$$

2010-08-18T01:05:00.005+08:00

Omg, I'm feeling everything now.

All sorts of emotions, you name it.

First of all I'm feeling excited yet anxious and nervous about our Suntec Dance Competition this Saturday! Okay we're only 65% prepared for now I guess.

Friday will be the day whereby we have to be 200% prepared!!!

Our choreography and formation have to be tight, synchronised and sharp.

We have to exert full energy! All out man!

On a heavier note I'm feeling phreekphuck worried and tense because of my studies..

Sigh, I feel that my time is running out.

I'll be having a few tests after this YOG break and next up will be Final Sem Examination *gasp

Half of me is gonna be damn elated if we proceed on to next round for Suntec but another half of me is feeling damn worried.

It thus means that the whole of next week will be burnt off and yeah totally no time to study :/

I know I shouldn't be saying this right now, but I'm really panicky!

I can literally feel the weight of a bloody heavy stone on my chest.

I think I'm just gonna be doing Recital piece after this month and stop every ongoing activites.

I shall consider Waves pieces. *Pending

We need a break soon, real soon :(

ONE WEEK, LET'S GO!

JIAYOU! WE CAN DO IT!

& Bb I know I'm bloody hell busy this week and past few weeks cos of Suntec and YOG(thank god it's over!!!!) , so so so sorry okay :(

Hope you understand, I'll make it up to you okay :(

Billion apologies my love :(

&Jul/Von: Really sorry that I can't meet you both this Thurs 'cos I have a dance comp this Sat(I need to go for training) and I've school that day actually la, so yeah :) Mid/End of September okay? Really, I promise. August is a v v v v hectic month for me, I'm gg through lots of things! So so so sorry okay :( tell me if yall can make it during Sep!

&Friend(s): Sorrrry to those who wanna meet me, so sorry!

2010-08-10T23:31:00.002+08:00

Howdy :D

Went to town w baby today, hehe I'm feeling happy x987654321

Sha la la!

I went for appointment while bb took the time to collect his Iphone 4.

He must be an excited boy now, figuring out those applications haha.

I changed my mind and don't intend to get mine this soon, probably next year.

Yeah! :)

Shall upload the photos taken w/ bb tomorrow or the day after.

Mehhhhh. YOG rehearsal is @ 8am till night tomorrow. Gosh..

Turning in soon.

Life check: YOG, Suntec dance, O School Recital and Waves15.

Life's gonna be pretty much hectic. Plus exams like straight after YOG break.

What the phuck :(

2010-08-07T02:06:00.002+08:00

'Give and take'

Is it that difficult?

Probably one should just sit down and calm their soul and mind.

If one can give, he/she should have the capacity to take too.

2010-08-02T20:06:00.002+08:00

Pathology Slide Test today is not v good nor bad.

Ms Dorothy instructed us to study Diagnosis and Management while she'll provide us w/ the Signs and Symptoms however it's not that case for most questions -.-

Hopefully I can pass!

Next up, Clinical Opt test and Ophthalmic Opt Prac Test tomorrow. Geeez :/

So many things to study for Clin Opt :(

Im starting to feel tired now.

My head was aching like hell just now while in school thus I couldn't make it for the short showcase. (Sorry dancers!) Moreover Im afraid that it's gonna end late and that I've not enough time to study.

I know that Im gonna be pretty exhausted this week.

5 tests throughout this week man!!! Sigh.

I couldn't help but wait for Friday to come! B:

Oh and YOG rehearsal this Tue and Wed.

I guess I've no choice but to skip one of the days.

I'd v much want to go on Wed than on Tue because Contact Lens test is on Wed thus I need Tue's time to study.

OMG... ._.

JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU EVERYONE!

I REALLY NEED LOTS OF MOTIVATION D:

2010-08-01T21:59:00.004+08:00

Oh, it's another new month.

What a way to start off my Awful August.

I'm sure September is gonna be an even Awwwesome one. (I hope)

In the end I didn't make the trip down to town cos I was held up w house matters.

I knew you guys gonna do great! Hope to watch the dance videos if there's any! :)

Im bloody stressed up now.

It's like a little of this and that makes up everything which Im feeling now.

I feel weird right now, more towards those sad kind yknow.

I've no idea why :/

Probably it's because of the amount of work that I've to study and also the ongoing activities and the fact that life is so boring because of studies.

Idk what the heck Im blabbering here because I just feel the need to let this out B:

Perhaps it's just another episode of moodswing.

I sense my month-suration, it's round the corner.

Mehhhh, I don't rike you dayima.

Baby Im feeling down down down down down..

2010-07-31T22:02:00.003+08:00

Howdy. Where do I start off haha.
YOG rehearsal was cool yesterday however much time was wasted, sitting down, watching crowds passing and doing nothing :/

Alright, I had dance training for Suntec Dance Comp today and it was a fruitful day!
We somehow managed to finish off 1 song, but there are 2 more to go :O
We can do it!

I'm kind of tired now. Time to study tomorrow.
Will be gg down to Orchard Central @ 4pm to support WWBB (consisting of sha adam gary ws) and Soul-o (consisting of ahjan lum steph) for the yes933 dance competition finals! :> hehehe, all da' best homies! Jiayouuuuu! :B

Hokay, anti-climax a lil.
I've 4 tests next week, phuck :(
My schedule is phreaking pack, gonna update you guys on monday because Im waiting for audition results to be released!
Heh, like a nervous only, bahhh.

Ohohoh, and I had prata @ Mr. Prata just now! Thumbs up (Y)
It's located near Clementi Mrt, you guys should give it a try.
Esp the murtabak prata (idk what is it called haha), it's phreaking thick (okay not really but thicker than usual stores and the variety of fillings are more!)

Alright I guess that's all for today!
I miss you babyboo :B
Hope your dinner was a filling and hearty one!

2010-07-25T21:37:00.002+08:00

I have been breaking into cold sweat since just now.
My head is still aching and I'm in a drowsy mode.
My temperature shot up straight after Hiphop audition and was feeling all weak.
I was all well then. It's really weird. Thus I couldn't make it for Waacking audition.
I've already recovered 2 to 3 days back and I'm totally surprised why this will even take place again, sigh.

I can't even study now.
I've to consult doctor tmr as there isn't any clinic which operates on Sunday.
Gotta rest well today and tmr.
XX

2010-07-25T00:53:00.003+08:00

I've to admit that time is never enough for me.
Pathology Test is on Monday and there's soooo many eye diseases to study, oh gosh.
Time's so tight tomorrow, due to Recital Audition.
Guess I'm gonna mugggg after RA and yeah burn midnight oil.

On a side note, I'm pretty excited and nervous for the Audition later! Heh :B
Alright!

MUG HARD JAN.
YOU CAN DO IT.
LEAVE NO REGRETS
AND MAKE THE BEST OUT OF IT.

P/S: I love this sperry but I prefer the navyblue one.

2010-07-24T01:05:00.006+08:00

Howdy! I'm feeling rather famished now, damn.
Alright some major updates here.
Life's gonna be mad crazy from now onwards.
Lining up ahead are Patho and Pharmo test and CL Prac test for this coming week.
While next week will be Optics, Clin Opt and CL test and Optics Prac Test.
The week after will be YOG Break.
Many YOG rehearsals to attend, will be performing for both Opening and Closing Ceremony @ Floating Platform.
Suntec dance trainings, Recital training(maybe? if I manage to get in through Aud round), Waves 15 trainigs.
Howeverrrrrr, after Aug, YOG will be done hehe yayyy!

---

With me are pictures from TBG and Supperclub(performance), as promised!
I'm anticipating another much more professional album from Ed taken by his photographer @ SC. Yeah! :)

2010-07-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

I shan't talk much.
I shall let the next post flood w pictures from Supperclub w gang! Cooliox.
Performance was great, yikes! :B
Gorgeous pictures were taken too!

Well.
Good night, Im turning in now as I've to wake up @ 10am later for YOG combine rehearsal @ floating platform, hee-ha!

xoxo,
Jang.

2010-07-15T22:39:00.003+08:00

Hey ho!
1 month and 19 days before I can get Iphone 3GS.
I don't really like 4G as it looks rather rectangular-ish, kinda like htc.
So I'll be getting mine on 3rd September while bb's getting his on 3rd August.
(Yet another coincidence bb, we have more to come heheheh!)
I thought of getting this but I think it has ran out of stock.
Shall wait for the next batch then!

My gfriends and I will be performing tmr @ Supperclub @ 10pm or so. Free entrance for those above 18 from 9pm to 11pm. But you guys gotta collect a 'ticket' from me, so that your whole group can enter. A ticket for each group :)
Yeah, cya ppl who'll be there tmr!

IKA CARIN VE STELLA, GO GIRLS!

XX.

2010-07-13T22:54:00.003+08:00

Have been feeling rather angst(y) and stressed out lately. Sigh.
My heart weighs like a thousand pound and the feeling is unbearable, almost breathless.
It makes me feel like trying sth, sth which I've never tried before.
Probably it'll relieve my heart. Perhaps so. I don't know.
What can I do to soothe this wrench of mine?
Is everything gonna be fine?
(A resounding)No.

Stifle your tears, babe.
Stay strong although it's gonna be tough.

2010-07-13T01:32:00.001+08:00

Im phreeeeking tried manxxx.
Uh mah gawd! *faint

I miss you baby boy.

2010-07-12T01:08:00.002+08:00

It just takes a little more from each other including each and everyone of us.
Yeah after putting myself in your shoe, I know how bad I am. Sigh, I'm sorry.
Deep down apologetic and guilty. Sorry.

The Big Groove 2010 Teaser

2010-07-11T02:20:00.001+08:00

Hey guys!
'THE BIG GROOVE 2010' is finally here!
It's gonnna take place later at 7.30pm at Singapore Expo Hall 8.
OMG, I CAN'T WAIT. IT'S DEFINITELY GONNA BE A ROCKING GOOD ONE! :D
I went for Dom's masterclass today, it was just wholesome!
I had fun and enjoyed myself so much! :B
Have a look at the TBG 2010 trailer/teaser.
Enjoy! :)

2010-07-05T02:30:00.001+08:00

2010-07-04T23:45:00.002+08:00

LOOKS YUMMY ISN'T IT! :)
I SAW THIS ON MY FRIEND'S FRIEND'S TUMBLR. (heyawesome)
IM GONNA TAKE UP BAKING SOME TIME SOON, PROLLY AT MY AUNT'S PLACE CUZ SHE HAS EVERYTHING, I GUESS. SHE'S GOOD AT BAKING!

Hope life's been good for everyone, good night!

2010-07-04T01:10:00.002+08:00

WHY WHY WHY! GERMANY VS ARGENTINA!
Okay I know you'll (Germany) win but why such a high score! 4-0 :(
At least give me a 3-1 or something? Boooo, my baby lost!
There goes my extra moneh from bb, haha :(

2010-07-02T23:00:00.003+08:00

This is an online personality test which I find the results quite accurate. I did it w/ Venus out of boredom and curiosity while she did it because she was supposed to, for her GEMS. This is what it says about me! :)

Your Personality Style Preview:

A team player, janice readily relinquishes personal interests and goals to accommodate those close to her. She is loyal to a fault; but others may sometimes question her unwavering dedication to current relationships and methods. janice values security, and usually does her best to avoid sudden changes in her environment or situation.

janice is an optimistic individual. She is the type of person who loves exploring new places or things and a wide variety of experiences. She tends to display a natural charisma that draws others to her charm. janice is a very encouraging person; others are drawn to her because they find her inspirational.

Not afraid to take a bold approach, janice is willing to challenge the status quo. She is original and creative, and acts with confidence when implementing new solutions. janice will tend to use a balance of intuition and facts when making decisions, and once she has made a decision, she will not be afraid to take action upon it.

Because she cares about how others feel, janice may feel uncomfortable making decisions that strongly affect others. She typically encourages others to be involved in the decision making process and prefers to work in a team role. Others tend to see janice as agreeable and humble.

2010-06-28T23:55:00.002+08:00

This entire post is dedicated to my dearest boyfriend, who has been there for me for almost 3 years plus minus. Hi boyfie, I'm sure you gonna read this someday, probably soon in 5 minutes time, haha. Recently I've been rather busy w dance events and such since it was a holiday and yknow, I don't really dance that often when school reopens. Yeah, however having said that I still know that I've neglected you in some ways or other and we haven't really celebrate our anniversary! Do you remember! :( Hehe. Yeah!

Well I hope all those people out there who are in relationship can overcome all obstacles, no matter what. Recently I've got to know about many unpleasant bickerings between my girlfriends and their boyfriends thus I hope everything will go on smoothly for all of us! I wanna be trouble-free too! Love you girls, especially, Fairuzah Johannson, Eda Lal, Carin Sockhui, Stella Jiajia and my DOPT GIRLS! <3

However girls, my heart is always w him though! You know who. HAHAHA!

2010-06-28T02:20:00.002+08:00

Mileage High Party was a rocking good one! My catwalk went well, phewww. First time doing modelling for a clothing line launch and also the first time I've ever had such thick eye makeup, apart from Waves14. Well, Bobby's leaving Sing tomorrow, am so gonna miss him! Hope everything will be fine for him and all of us!

On a heavier note, school is starting. Sigh :( This sucks big time, damn!
Alright, Im heading to bed. Good night!

2010-06-20T01:30:00.003+08:00

HAHA, ALRIGHT. HAVE THE SUDDEN URGE TO POST SOME DELAYED PICTURES OF MINE ALTHOUGH MOST OF IT WERE ALREADY ON FB BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE POSTING IT HERE, TO SOMEHOW SOME SORT UPDATE THIS LIL SPACE HERE, HEHE :) I'VE PICTURES FROM CHENG'S BIRTHDAY, FISH SPA AND BOBBY MILEAGE'S HIPHOP WORKSHOP.

I ♥ BOBBY MILEAGE, YEEEEHA! :D

2010-06-10T00:52:00.002+08:00

I'M LEFT WITH PATHOLOGY AND CLINICAL OPT TEST.
OH MAI GODZ. SO MANY MANY THINGS TO STUDY.
:(

2010-05-23T23:53:00.002+08:00

It's very psychological.
You ain't me, you don't know how I feel.
Probably you aren't that pxxxxxxx as compared to me thus your level of understanding might be different from mine, be it more open or far fetched.
Yeah I do feel sad about myself and I wanna change.
How exactly?
That's the question.

Do you know that I'm feeling...

2010-05-11T23:20:00.002+08:00

BAM! IM DEAD TIRED. YES, @#$%!!
8AM LESSON AGAIN TOMORROW.
FISH.FORK.FECK.FOOK.FARK.FCUK.
Life is.. (boring) *sulks :(

2010-05-07T21:17:00.007+08:00

Recently I'm into those cute and tiny puppies! Actually it has been quite some time since 2 to 3 years back however I wouldn't have the chance to, because none of my family members have the time for the puppy :/ My dad used to have 2 dogs and they passed on due to ageing matters. I can say that both my dad and I have a thing for dogs! Sadly, if we were to have one, I'm afraid our house will have a dog stench *frowns !

Golden Retriever Pups - 5 weeks under training

Golden Retriver Pup1 (I love its expression!)

Golden Retriver Pup2

Golden Retriever Pup3

Golden Retriever Pup4

Golden Retriever Pup5

Jack Russell Terrier Pup

Maltese Pup1

Maltese Pup2

Maltese Pup3

Silky Terrier Pup

Yorkie Yorkshire Terrier Pup

AWWWW, AIN'T THEY ADORABLE? MUCH LOVE TO EM! (L)

2010-03-23T02:53:00.001+08:00

Love is a many splendored thing, they say,
And I believe it when you looked my way,
Out of the blue, things seemed to happen
By chance or destiny, is the question.

Living my life so long, without knowing your existence,
Then came a day we felt each others presence,
Guess what's meant to be will always find a way,
Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.

A love so exquisite, yet so intricate,
In a world of only "you and I"
A love we can't even demonstrate,
A secret we have to keep for life.

I love you, honey, and its from my heart,
I hope you know that youre no beggar from the start,
You make me fly without wings,
You make my heart wants to sing.

Every moment I spent with you,
Is every one of my dreams coming true,
More than words, I want to show you how I feel,
Someday, some place, sometime, I will.

Love is a journey for both, us, two
Step by step, me and you,
The future we can't see,
Let love lead the way for you and me.

Anonymous (edited a little by me)

2010-03-16T00:46:00.005+08:00

What a tiring but fun day.
My legs are aching now due to Hiphop training w Anan.
Anan is exceptionally high today, damn high I gotta say.
Like after so long, hahaha. She craps and jokes alot today which is good!
I think WS recorded a video of us doing the choreo, will upload it here when he's done uploading it.

A question for myself:
After dancing hiphop in SDZ for about a year, did I improve?
My answer:
Well well.. basically I feel that I've improved a little due to the intense training for Waves concert. However! I'm still far from expectations. I gave it a thought and I felt that there should be something more coming from me. Perhaps I just lack practice and exposure! I gotta work on my techniques, groove, basics and vocabulary. I feel like joining O School's open class once again. Maybe I should. I should join more Hiphop open classes instead of Reggae and Street Jazz! Alright. The main problem would be another aspects of life that one has to commit to, which is Academic. Another major problem would be, Parents. Due to Academic commitments I've to cut down/sacrifice my time on dance as each year gets tougher! (Especially during Year 2! Most of my seniors can barely keep their last breath nevertheless my elder brother!) Sigh, hope I can juggle everything well. As for my Parents, they are just against me dancing as they don't see the main reason behind it. They claimed that it was just a waste of time, why not put the time on studies instead. And even questioned me, 'Does dancing help you in your studies? Your diploma is much more important than dancing as no one will be supporting you financially in time to come and you'll only suffer and regret by not studying harder/putting in more effort in studies. I can't say it's false as I'll be leading my own life in the near future and no one will be there for you financially except your loved ones. At many times I could only rebutt and disappoint em. I just have to juggle my life well, that is if I manage my time well.

Having said that, I feel that there are certainly many hypocrites among the crowd.
Seriously, I see it almost every now and then.
One example, ppl could even backstab and bitch about their closest friend in their own clique! I witnessed that and I was taken aback by this man. This world is soooo much scarier than what you think. People changes, everything changes.
How nice if this world is filled w awesome ppl. like BEN PSYK(as an instructor) & RLOVE.
Shout out to Ben: I saw your status on fb, same topic uh. Haha

Alright, I'm feeling a little lethargic now.
Might be turning in real soon.
Initially I wanted to post the cute lil baby Zachary's pictures, however my laptop's bluetooth doesn't work and worst of all, i lost my connection cable!
I always put it back to the original place where I took it, I think someone used it and left it lying somewhere else! Tsk.
He's such a cute toddler, i swearrrr! A suave one too!!!
You should see the pictures!!!! :/ I'll get his pictures up by hook or by crook!

Ciao,
Love.

2010-03-14T01:22:00.009+08:00

Hai earthlings.

Had a happy day today.
Went Wisma and ION Orchard w mom and lil james.
Ate Din Tai Fung @ Wisma and shopped at ION.
Our main purpose to Wisma is to take a look at how my bro is coping w his attachment. HAHA. He's being attached to this optical shop named Optic2000.
Spotted him and lingered outside his shop while queuing for Din Tai Fung.
Went ION's {prologue} to purchase some books for lil james as his exams are nearing.
Love came to meet us halfway through! Yipppie <3
I bought two storybooks, a damn sweet-looking pencil case and a few markers and pens, as there is a 25% storewide discount! I love to visit bookshops which give me the sense of warmth. I'll feel v happy after purchasing smth from em, haha!

Anyhow, I've collected my sim card however I can't get used to this SE semitouch phone.
The functions and navigations are just weird and it's user unfriendly.
This is just a spare phone that my aunt borrowed. I think I'd rather use Love's previous phone. It's a SE semitouch phone too however i've to repair before using it.
Thus, I'll need some time to save ppl's number. It's giving me hell lot of trouble.

Dance trainings, class gathering, work, dance productions for the next of the few weeks!

Gotta attend my baby cousin's 1 month celebration later, in the early afternoon.
Alright, my head is aching and spinning.
I'm gonna go for a shower and sleep.
Goodnight earthlings.

Baibaiz, love.

2010-03-12T01:39:00.005+08:00

Oh damn, I neeeda collect my sim card asap.
DANGGGG SHUCKSSSSS. I'VE TOTALLY MISSED OUT SMTH IMPORTANT! Argh >:

Went for Waacking training just now.
Had some fun chatting w Jul and etc on fb.
Im either gonna continue watching the taiwanese drama or do some cross stitch for love.

Alright. Im sucha dumb@#$%, I've totally forgotten that w/o my phone, that important person/company won't be able to contact meeeee. This totally sucks! I'll definitely safekeep and maybe put into ziplock and zip my bag and wrap it and whatsoev and not let this incident takes place once agn! Damn pissed off and sad, feeling like a handicap.

I shall make do w a spare(cui) phone first, either work/save moneh for new phone or wait till my birthday! (like 6 more monthssss -.-)

I've LA training tomorrow at noon so I hope my mom is kind enough to help me run that errand! Because. W/o her, I've to submit a letter of authority and produce her i/c whatsoev, so troublesome isn't it! Wth. Alright. I'm done w my rantings, haha.

CIAO.

'I'M FEELING DEPRESSED, MUCH DEPRESSED' >:

2010-03-10T18:08:00.004+08:00

Happened to get hold of this once or twice in a week job at British American Tobacco.
It's midnight shift thang and you'll get fucking bad aches and butt aches and everything. And you'll get sick of cigarettes, totally. Oh mai gawd. But the only best thing about this job is that, you get to collect your pay straight after you knock off from work. This is the way American, Europeans and other Angmoh countries do their thang, they receive weekly pay, unlike us Singaporeans, get monthly pay sometimes still delay! Ugh.

Okay so I just woke up and yeah my back feeling kinda sore. Gonna go prepare and change out to meet love and momma. We are catching the movie, Being Human.
Ciao :)

Oh ya, did I mention?
I LOST MAI PHONE, LOSERRRR.
FUGGING CARELESS WOULD I SAY?
BUT MY PHONE JUST DROPPED OUT FROM BAG WHILE I WAS RUNNING FOR SHELTER UNDER THE TORRENTIAL RAIN. AM I CARELESS OR WHAT? PRACTICALLY EVERYONE SAID THAT IM CARELESS. REALLY MEH? :/
Okay, let's do the moneh talking now! No moneh no honehhhh(my mobile)
I can't live w/o mai phone! Never everrrrrr.

2010-03-03T02:28:00.001+08:00

IMMA STARTING OCULAR PHYSIOLOGY SOON.
I HAVE TO START NOW. NOW. NOW. NOW.
But idk where to begin? :/

LAST PAPER, OH MAN OH MAN, WAY TO GO \m/

2010-02-28T05:41:00.003+08:00

I seriously have to rewind my human clock. Time check, it's 5.55AM and I'm still wide awake. I'm slightly worn out, while at the same time waiting for Mr R to get back home from his Mj game. Actually I'm not waiting and am not supposed to, but idk why I just like to stay up and make sure he gets home safely before I get to bed. Yeah. Yada yada...

2 more papers to go and I'm freeeeee.
Am left w Anatomy and Physiology paper.
I gotta STUDY. I will study tomorrow, this I promise! :)
Anatomy at times can be a killer. Okay to recorrect it.
Anatomy HAS ALWAYS been a killer, no matter how hard one strives to score.
Because this lecturer of mine just loves to eat up our marks, voracious appetite he has. Tsk. While as for Physio, it's more of memory work. I wanna get this over and done with. In fact, I find studying a chore :( By this I meant studying for exams from day one's lecture till day @#%! I love to learn and acquire new things/knowledge, but I hate to study it over and over and over again. Pffft.
Whatever it is, 'I want to break freeeeee' (it's a song title)
Omg, this oldie tune, how familiar once again.

Okay, I wanna get a job sooon so I can fend myself and not rely on my parents for money. Bambi and I might be trying Frolick.
I want at least a decent pay and flexible working hours because I still have to devote part of my time for dance. Hope there is? :)

Alright time check once again, it's 6.15AM.
I'm turning in before any of my family member gets up and catches me wide awake.
Ciao.

2010-02-27T03:50:00.005+08:00

Hiez.

Well, I'm feeling a little tiny-weeny troubled/disheartened.

To FattyBomBom:

I've done whatever I could and if it doesn't pays off, well I surrender to fate.
I'm just hoping in mind that you do not regret in the future when you look back to those days and have thoughts like, 'oh yeah i shouldn't have... i should have...'
Yeah. Sometimes I do feel irritated by myself too; the incessant nagging and advices.
But whatever I do is at your welfare of heart. Maybe. I should stop it. Idk. Let's see how things progress :)

It's like I can't bear to put you aside although I tend to chide you blatantly w this: okay i'll try all means to not bother you and such, but you just know, I can't do it. Haha, how silly that is.

'Just go to bed and it'll be all fine the next day'
Nah nah. I disagree w this phrase/sentence.
It's total (temporary) deception, a delusion.
I mean, how are you able to go to bed and have a peaceful sleep w thoughts hampering in your head/mind? True enough?
Maybe some of you can while I can't :/

Yesterday I came across Matt's (MZL) shoutout and I agree w his saying.
He said: 'Its funny how we seem to be experts when it comes to matters of our friends' hearts but become complete idiots when it concerns our own'
TOTALLY. I felt like an ultimate loser :(

Okay, whatever it is, I just hope you can strike a balance in everything and grapple your life well. Work hard and do not lose your focus easily! Your attention span is like Zero. And, lastly if your heart doesn't feels like doing that particular thing then, voice it out. Do not be afraid as to what your friends might say because at the end of the day, you're the one leading your life and not em. Furthermore, you're doing it not because you choose to but you're force to. Shorten it, just have your own say and do what you think is apt! :)

Ps: I'll always be w you, in a way or another.

-

My stomach is crying vociferously yet again, shit.
I need to satisfy my craving for donutzzzz like nao :(
I wanna eat Macdonalds breakfast deluxe meal! Argh.

2010-02-19T02:22:00.004+08:00

Am supposed to be studying my youth off right now however I'm spending my time effortlessly in a 2credit-module report. This friggin blood sucking report is just a total waste of my time. I'm so gonna finish it within this hour.
I don't wanna hit another 100% plagiarism rate, once again.
It's brain-exhausting, tedious and tiring. What more can you expect.

To spice things up a little, hehe, I'm in LOVE with this pair of wedges!

I totally dig buying heels however the consequences are unbearable and that would be the incessant nagging from my mom and dad cuz I adore the heels and I can't bear to wear em out!

2010-02-08T02:01:00.005+08:00

O, hai!
I'm just too lazy to blog, haha.
Life's been pretty crazy and hectic.
Many ups and downs, sigh.
Be it studies/dance/life.
Just to realise that I'm not stronger than before, not anymore.

This just sucks. Having to mug like a schmuck during Chinese New Year period.
Argh. Have been absent for school for a day or two due to flashmob and (...?)
I've got pretty much to catch up. I hope self studying helps :/

Will be performing a dance in Lasalle this coming Wednesday and Thursday, 6.30pm-9.30pm @ the black box.
Currently these are the people whom will be coming:
Ika, Eda, Zack, Venus, Lingwei, Juanne, Mardy, Kit(?), Jacky, Carol, Steph, Derek, Aunty, & other public figures whosoev.
It was said to be a great chance for us to be spotted for our talent in the arts industry.
Well, I just wanna perform my piece well so that I won't disappoint and waste Xiang's effort and time for the past 2 weeks.
I'm totally exuberant! Cuz I managed to remember the whole choreo in my head now, together w all the countings, despite it being a really longggg choreo.

Let's head back to the mundane life episode.
I've 2 upcoming tests, on Tue and Wed.
V.Optics and Pathology respectively.
I've full dress rehearsal @ Lasalle tmr, afraid that I might not have enough time to study :(

Alright. Macbook is running out of batt.
Bye poppiez! (L)

2010-01-01T21:27:00.014+08:00

THIS IS GONNA BE A PICTORIAL POST.
DAMN LONG. TOO MANY PHOTOS.
WEDDING PHOTOS & COUNTDOWN PHOTOS.
At second thought I think Im not posting the countdown photos.
Im lazy to post em, they can all be found on facebook! (:

2009-12-31T01:21:00.007+08:00

Damn shitty, gahhh!
I just can't seem to connect the camera's usb to my desktop.
Thus it results to not having the gorgeous, lovely wedding pictures up here. Tsk, spoiler.
As promised, rest of the pictures that could be uploaded (apart from the camera) are all here! (:

Recent pictures, so on so forth.

Okay these shots were taken like half a year ago? Wow.

While as for these shots, it was taken few months back when my dear penus accompanied me to reformat my laptop in school! (<3)>

Well, these were also taken many months back in class.

This was taken in a stuffy and slightly dark shophouse toilet.

Last but not least. these shots w Kit were taken at Novena.

When I met her up at Starbucks w Gloria and George.

Weeeeeeee! I finally managed to dig out all the pictures that were taken aeons and aeons ago!
(It's only in my phone, not anywhere far ._. hahaha)

Counting down w baby and J&C tmr, wheeeeeee.

1 year has gone by, wow!

2009-12-29T04:19:00.003+08:00

Sia Ling Wei, here are the pictures taken yesterday.
There you go! (:

These pictures were taken last week.

More to be uploaded.

I shall upload it tmr or smth, tgt w/ the wedding pictures (which will be taken later) hopefully? (:

Iloveyou (<3)

2009-12-26T01:45:00.002+08:00

I only slept for 2 hours since yesterday!
System not working for me, hitting the sack soon.
Shall keep this post as short as possible.

Yesterday:
Countdown was fun I'd say!
Went to town, shopped and ate.
Baby and I met jacky and carol and we headed to steph's house.
Ate, chit chat and played mahjong.
I left early, around 2am cuz dad called.

Today:
Watched Alvin and the Chipmunks 2 w/ baby, woooolala.
They are so cuteeeeeeeeeeee! I likey! (L)
Headed to Sammi's sis place w/ baby and his family @ Humes Ave (I love the luxurious apartments there though a lil inconvenient) for bbq.
Ahhh, had a hearty meal.

Am gonna eat the cookie which Gary NgQQ baked, tgt w/ a cup of chill milk!
Pictures up soon, I hope (?)
Bye poppiez.
Xoxo'

2009-12-25T06:43:00.001+08:00

How sweet.

Feeling rather upset right now.

Am foolish enough to not get back to bed.

2009-12-22T10:47:00.005+08:00

Okay, janice is so damn tired.
Hitting the sack right now.

I just got back from baby's house.
It was fun helping Gary to do multiple Christmas cards, I love Art&Craft (:
We spent the night doing those artsy fartsy stuff and slept for like 3 hours.
Ate Macs breakfast w/ baby and he sent me home.
He's sleeping like a log now, I'm sure.

-

Haha, I've no motivation to blog cuz I didn't upload pictures.
I realised that I need pictures every now and then, to blog.

Trip to IMH:
Had our cip done @ IMH.
It was a v new experience, a total different platform for us to express our individuality.
The patients were actually pretty fine just that they were kinda oblivious of their surroundings and a lil slow in reacting.
I was kinda petrified when I first stepped in the ward, cuz they were all staring w their eyes gorging out. (It's like the L4D game characters)

We sang christmas carols and played games w the children.
This particular child pinched my cheeks and nose real hard, ouch :/
This senior citizen pulled me along and asked me for a game of mahjong!
I finally learnt how to play mahjong, like yeeeehaw! :D
Initially I freaked out and I panicked so I pulled Mardy along.
Cuz I was afraid that the senior citizen would hit me if i played it the wrong way or whatsoev.
(Considering that we have communication problems; he can't speak, he used actions)
However things weren't as bad as what I thought just that he's a lil violent when it comes to mahjong.
All thanks to the nurse and volunteer, they imparted their skills to me, haha.
Looking back, this is so far the best and enriching cip trip ever.

-

I'm high, ecstatic, yeeeeeeehaw!
Baby found out my christmas cum anniversary surprise for him, not fun :/
I'll learn how to be a better liar next time, hahaha.
I bought him a Zara Top, he loves it and I'm really happy! (:

More surprises coming up?
(shrugs)

I say goodnight while the sun is glaring and blazing like a furnace.
(I wanna go tanning. I missed out many sessions alr!)

Sentosa, I'm cominggggggggg! Rahhhh.

2009-12-15T00:58:00.007+08:00

O School Recital '09 photos up!

Goodnight poppiez! :)

2009-12-13T00:31:00.006+08:00

Yesterday's peeeeeeeekchures!

I'm seriously dead beattttttttt.
Stood for like 6 hours, gah.
Although the job was rather slack, it was nevertheless tiring.
The best thing is that I received 50$ and managed to high tea together w/ the rest haha.

Got to know 2 young boys mainly Christopher and Jonovan from Catholic High.

Jonovan's mom sent us to Paya Lebar station right after.

Met leech @ town and bought a pair of brown suede vintage flats.

Went to Carrie's shop @ FEP to pay her a visit and I got a shock out of my life.

Guess who I saw? HAHA, that butch-guy classmate by the name of Tan Si Rui.
He was touching Carrie's head and he looked kinda cheeky, omggggg :o
(Ahem) HAHAHA. Hanky panky ah, I saw it. Tsk tsk! :}

After Carrie left, leech and I went to Central and after that, Rochor Road.
Ate bean curd and oil fritters and drank soyabean! I love oil fritters. (Y)

Takeaway 2 beancurds for momma and bro.

I saw quite a few secondary school friends and other friends today!

Tommy, Eileen, Zi hao, Min, Joanne, Si rui and Brendan.

Alrighty. Im gg for O School Recital tmr, omg can't wait!
It's gonna be spine-chilling, hair-raising awesome! I miss all the dancers and OSch instructors!

Especially PSYK (the anti-janice-zilian popping instructor), Rachel, Gin, Ryan, An an, Fredy and Alex! In fact, I miss the dancers moreeeeeeeeeee! :/

Am seriously 90% dead now.

I'm zoning out. Goodbye. (<3)

2009-12-12T02:55:00.004+08:00

I shall keep this post terse.
I got fucked by Pathology, helllll.
I'm 101% sure that im gonna get single digit for this paper.
Ain't happy at all. I misinterpreted the questions!
Argh. Nevermind, do better for Final Year Exam!

Dine @ 18CHEFS @ Tanjong Pagar w/ my 6 babyxz (supposedly 8!)
The cheese baked rice was rather okay I'd say. Not bad, can give it a try?
We took tons of (unglam) pheeks however I'm unable to post it up today cuz of my dear lazybum Carrie, hehe.

Trained down to Haji Lane and haha, I spent 61$ today. Heart aching.
I spent like 72$ last week.
I can only spend 200$ out of 800$! How I wish it was a scholarship which I'd received :/
O' right, hehe I love the stuff which I'd bought today! Naizeeeee! (Y)

Gotta wake up @ 9 tmr?
Last minute work @ TMCC from 12pm to 6pm.
Some high tea buffet thang.
I'm gonna have an additional blue note in my purse tmrw! Yeeeehaw.

Baibaiz, gtg sleeep! Someone has been nagging at me since just now.
Haha yknow who! :}
It's the leech.

Xoxo, luvvv.

2009-12-10T13:53:00.005+08:00

Burnt midnight oil last night and I barely slept for like 2 hours.
Am supposed to be sleeping right now, uh huh.
Lady luck is on my side today, yet again. I feel so blessed.
Times like this do not usually happen so frequently, needless to say, consecutively.
How I wish Lady luck is always w me, through it all :/

Am gonna hit the sack and nap for, let's say, 2 hours?
Wash up and everything and settle down and finallyyyyyy, STUDY.
Yes STUDY. I need to STUDY. This is the last paper, I need to STUDY.
I must psycho myself to STUDY. I need motivation to STUDY.
Janice, STUDY!

I tend to procrastinate and by this I meant, alot.
I need and want to see a change in me!
Get rid of all the laziness and start the serious business.
Final year exams are like right after this coming holidays, sigh.
Exams exams and more exams.
How fun can life be w/ all the books.
Whatever it is, I need to STUDY HARD.
I need to pull up my socks real high this time till it rips offf! Okay? ! !
Haha.

I should be @ Junc8 now tgt w/ Ve and Cherry to study Pathology.
However, I succumbed to my lovely, warmy, comfy bed.
(Ahhhhh loosen my muscles and stretch..)
Off I go, goodnight poppiez!

Xoxo.

We had a million questions all about our lives

2009-12-09T18:16:00.005+08:00

YAY.
At last, I'm feeling a sense of accomplishment!
I'm done changing my blogskin and I'm really happy and proud of it! Yikes :D
It took me about 3 hours or so to search for the (blog)skin which I love the most and also edited the never-ending codes in order to get my ideal skin!

Im too lazy to kick start my journey w Visual Optics.
My brain cells are depletinggggggg just like the ozone layer.
Physiology paper was rather kewl as I managed to spot the questions.
I was the worst prepared compared to my other classmates (I think?) but luckily Lady luck was w me. I thank her for that.

I'm so gonna screw Optics tmrw :(
It's the killer (6 credits) module, zzz.
I'm afraid I can't finish studying although I managed to study a few chapters last week.
However sad to say, I have forgotten my stuffs. Tsk :(

OH YA OH YA, HOW CAN I FORGET ABOUT THIS.
Lingwei and I went for manicure and pedicure just now (as if exam over, but there's the feeeel!)
Hahaha. I chose glossy metallic grey instead of the chocolatey fudgey brown.
Lw did that and her nails looked yummmmmy!
A pity we didn't take photo of our nails, maybe tmr when I see her in class.

Well.
Am gg out for dinner w/ Rwqj now.
Ciao'
:)

Tough times don't last but tough man do.

2009-09-21T01:59:00.002+08:00

Run baby run.
I shall leave the world for good.
It wouldn't be that tiring anymore.
There'll be one less misery and more freedom.
Im really sick and tired. Be it what you want.
Im not gonna give two hoots about you anymore.
I can feel depression coming, this just sucks.
I brought this all upon myself.
Please, hold my hand and let's leave the world for good.

Tired.
Life is just unfair.
Sigh.

2009-09-08T23:04:00.004+08:00

Baby came over and we mugged.

Shots were taken weeks before exam.

I still have quite a number of pheeks to upload but they are all in my phone.

Alright! In short,

-Went to Aston(Suntec) for interview

-Ate Pastamania

-Went home

Felt damn drowsy after consuming my medicine. Im feeling better now, hope I can dance tmr, but not intensely :/

Vomited 6 times consecutively last night in large amount, I kind of trembled and had gastric cramps and stomachache. It was seriously unbearable. I barely slept not till 6am.

My mom was about to send me to the hospital, however she didn't.

Thus, I gotta hit the sack early. Meeting baby early tmr to Queestown then to school.

All the best dancers for tomorrow's LA Hiphop Audition! Jiayou.

Dance to the ultimate groove! (:

Luvvvvv!

2009-08-13T22:03:00.004+08:00

Haha, random camwhoring w my girls!

Helloooooooooooooow!

Left house early to meet Dajie for Excel tutorial at our secret hideout place haha.
She's an excellent tutor in fact and she knows her stuff really well! (Thumbs up!)
Dajie don't blushhhhh, c'mon! ;p

Went to meet Baby right after my Excel tutorial @ Seoul Garden.
It indeed filled our empty stomachs however we felt kinda nauseous after 3 servings.
I was dead beat thus I slept at baby's house till about 4plus and managed to wake up zzzz.
Baby kept waking me up for like 7 times, dodo! Haha. Naggy you!
I practised Excel while surfing the net till about 7plus and ate the Duck rice which baby's mom has bought!

Baby's mom kept giving me fooood, like as always :D
I went home w a red huge plastic bag hehe! Luvvv auntie!

Alright Im waiting for Dajie to go online to send me the remaining Excel stuffs!
Dajie where are you? :(

Ciao'
xoxo, (L)

2009-08-11T01:51:00.002+08:00

HIGHLIGHTS OF THE WEEKEND:

-Steven Lim approached baby outside Marriott Hotel and asked him to be part of his movie production team -.o Fucking gay man. Omg pleazzzzze, yucks! *Puke

-Jul charged towards me like a bambi outside Paragon, haha! Miss you darling! :)

-Bumped into Htay Aung @ Din Tai Fung @ Paragon :)

-Bumped into Edwin twice consecutively for 2 days in town! :)

-Bumped into SDZ Senior(forgotten her name)@ FEP :)

-Ate Teppenyaki @ Hilltop above Jurong Bird Park (4/5 stars) it's a must try! ;)

I feel so sluggish and deadddddd! XX

All thanks to the Biochem Presentation, hope our efforts paid off w/ a return of at least a B+ or even better A+ , hehe yeah! :D

Kit and I are touching up on our slides now. (time check it's 2am)

Hopefully everything is all under control tomorrow, I mean later!

6 more hours to presentation and we are still wide awake.

I have nothing to do that's the reason why Im blabbering non-stop.

To put it in a nicer way, Im waiting for Kit to be done! Haha.

2009-08-08T23:26:00.007+08:00

Janice is now feeling paranoid :o
Ahh my gawdddddddddd, jeez.
TJR asked me to look at YT's msn nick and it stated: 'Crimson, you're the best'
I totally creeped out and kept hurling F**K non stop, seriously.
And I stopped, hahaha.
I told TJR: Omg dont tell me she has fallen for me mannnnn, jesus christ. I barely talk to her in class, like less than 4 times ever since school started. C'mon, this is scaryyyy.
Im straight, hello? (*fingers a gayish capital S) Haha. Please tell me this is so not real!
*Cross-fingers!

(Smiles widely, okay I think Im insane, haha!)
On a happier note, I love my body today.
Had my workout done (50 situps and 50 crunches) and a long bath right after, followed up by a splattering of body butter from top to toe, mmmm smells fruity! :D
After all that workout Im gonna eat cheese fries (sounds fattening isn't it?) :/
Okay nevermind, it's a once in a week indulgence.
At the most I compensate by doing more physical training and also dance harder? Haha.

O' right! Gee, Im beaming, can chu seeeeeee? :D
Mummy, daddy, lil brat, baby and I are gonna watch UP*3D tomorrow!(11.20pm) yayyy!
In the morning i'll be meeting my love ones, Kit and Vee to start on our Biochemistry project. During noon time, I'll be meeting baby and GW in town. While in the evening, I'll be eating w baby and his family then head straight to the cinema! :)

Okay I gotta iron my Dad's clothes now.
Bye, I'm off! :)

Love is that condition in which the happiness of the other partner is essential to your own

-Robert Heinlein

2009-08-07T21:20:00.009+08:00

Camwhoring w/ my luvvvvvvv! :)
It was just insane but funnnnnn! Gee.

2009-07-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

Ah man, ain't she hot!
Love her flat tummy and hot bod!

A model wears ANK swimwear during the Mercedes Benz Fashion Week Swim in Miami Beach

My resolutional workout always fail -.-
So I gotta depend on physical training every wednesday!

Alrighty, im dead beat now but I've to wait for my mom to bring my dinner back :/
My eyelids are fluttering, zzzz.
Ciao!

BABY, I ♥ YOU!

HAPPY 17M ONCE AGAIN! :D

2009-07-24T22:01:00.012+08:00

feat. HUI KIT RU aka KA 'HWEE' (coffee in alien language)

HI :)
Im greatly inspired by Bin's word.

Everyone should read especially SDZians!

This was what he said: (I extracted out w/o his permission haha)

(blablablah) ....... what we have done for you is insignificant compared to what you have done for yourselves. That's something no one could have ever taught you. You got to learn it yourselves. So from here on, remember that every time when you take to the stage, you are more beautiful and more powerful, larger than anything you ever thought you could be. That feeling is the ultimate pride, joy, and glory, and it is yours for the taking. Shine for the world to see, shine because you want to, shine like you can't help it at all, shine because this is what passion means. Even though there might be fear in you, do not back down, cos only through fear, can there be courage. So shine because you can and you deserve to. Let this then be an inspiration, in no matter what you do, for times when you feel you can no longer hold on, for when your darkest hours strike... Remember how it feels to be a dancer, what it means to be a dancer, and let that shed you light. After all, life is a dance: from one stage to the next...

We dance for laughter,
We dance for tears.

We dance for madness,

We dance for fears.

We dance for hopes,

We dance for screams.

We are the dancers,
We create dreams.

-

On a heavier note, more and more people are down w fever :/
Most importantly my lil brat and my friendsssss! :/ Takecare people and rest well man! Try to sleep for the whole day, replenish fluid intake and peeeeeee! Hope all of you will recover asap in time to come, especially for those who have some upcoming test! Just sleep hard and dont think about anything!

(Okay talking about this made my head ache! :z oh no!)

1h 45 mins left to ........... , im counting down! ;D
Hehe brb! (To be continued.... later!)

Last written: 10.15pm

/Edited:

Okay Im back! Long awaited time!
HAPPY 17TH MONTHSARY BABY! :D

We shall celebrate tmr k, after dance.
Muackzzzzz, iloveyou! :D hugsssss!

Next up, pictures!
Pictures from idk when, hahahaha :z

(Chapalang okay, my photos are everywhere!)
Anyway may I ask smth? Why my pictures always ended up right on the top whenever I upload? Sorry I know Im noob hahaha :)

(♥) 2.10am

2009-07-20T14:04:00.006+08:00

Hello wello mello!

Hehe, no school today but I drop by school so as to force myself to study in the library.

Moreover Im gg for session later around 6pm! Boogie boogie, shake shake ;]

Baby releases at only 5pm, so Im alone throughout from 12-5pm.

However I managed to have brunch w him and his classmates before lesson started!

(Eh, so how am I gg to pee if my bladder is so gonna burst? Drats!)

Everyone is having their lessons now! :(

Vee and Kit, why aren't you babes here!

(Vee, stop holding hands w shaun, i can see youuu! HAHA.

As for Kit the bangla, stop glueing your eyes on your 'hot' canoe seniors laaaa! ;p)

DEAD BORED NOW. Guess Im gonna start figuring AP Chem out.

Im way behind everyone else! (because I missed J Hoe's lesson)

But before that Im gonna solve my unknowns for Optics tutorial 5 :)

Oh ya! I helped baby to snip his hair yesterday, woo cool right.

Uncertified hairstylist but still, up to satisfaction! :D

I can pursue that diploma (if they have one), hehe.

Dear Jul, so sorry that I didnt and couldn't meet you up on Saturday! D:

Maybe R & I will tag along w Bcs if he's gg there again!

Then I can meet you up, k? Sorry D:

O School Recital Audition is round the corner!

Buckle up your laces dancers! ;)

LOVE (♥)

2009-07-04T23:48:00.003+08:00

I love today! Woooo.
Went to Town w baby and Wilson, Daniel, Jc, Carin (later part of the day) and managed to shop
@ Taka, F.E.P, Pull&Bear, Mango, CottonOn and SexyDiamond!
I'm guilty because I spent so much so I need to save up and top back.
I had Cha Soba for dinner today, it's pathetically little! Yeah :/ so I came back home and gorge on currypuff, milk and kokokrunch instead, lol! Haha

Funniest part of the day:
I asked baby to queue for me @ Pull&Bear if the queue is gg t be super long (because jess said so) and he replied: 'Harrrr, don't want lah, you buy things I queue for youuuuu, so boringggg!' (he was kidding) thus I replied: 'Aiya, nevermind, I-QUEUE-MYSELF!' and both of us burst into laughter for like 1 min! Because I-QUEUE-MYSELF sounds like I-KILL-MYSELF.
& he said: 'Aiyo don't do silly things ah baby and he grinned widely.' Lol.
HAHAHA :D

2009-06-25T01:22:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH MONTHSARY BABY!
/<3
DOPEST YOU EVER!

will update later, gotta go do some laundry now! -.-
im dead beattttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

2009-06-16T00:56:00.002+08:00

DANCE DANCE DANCE!

tiring day today, ahhh shag.

goodnightzzzz kiddos!

rest well peepzzzz!

*SNORE SNORLAXXX

2009-06-14T18:44:00.002+08:00

/EDITED:

Alright im gg to attend a lil boy's 1 year old birthday bbq in like 30mins time?
Okay this lil boy by the name of Marcus is my Dad's Boss's son.
(Another Marcus! Why so many Marcus! He's the 7th Marcus whom I know :o)

Haha. Aiyer initially wanna go celebrate Baby's Bro's (belated)birthday @ some restaurant i think. But I'd agreed to my Dad (few days)earlier that I'll be attending this lil boy's birthday, so yeah sorry Gary Ng Qi Qin! Hope all of you enjoy your dinner alright! :D
Better save some food for me uh Baby and Gary, before I eat-you-up, er herm, im fei-zai (fat ass) hahaha! So you should know what to do uh! *wink wink 8D

*Dancing to BOA - Eat You Up
RAWRRRRR!

2009-06-14T00:23:00.004+08:00

Moosh hates to take picture! Lol :D

HAIR-LOWWWW!
Went t Flea.Fly.Flo.Fun today but didnt buy anything, haha!
I expected some 'DOPE' stuffs there, but nah sadly no.
We'll visit SEXYDIAMOND some other days okay PSYK? (:
Wlao, I HEART AMANDA'S HOTPINK SD BELT! DAMN BRIGHT, COOL SHIT!
I wanna buy SD Landyard! PSYK produce one for me please! Haha!

Mooshie, Baby and I strolled back to Marina Sq.
Ate Longjohn again, haha yes again.

Next we headed to Raffles Place, in order to get to Far East Sq to watch KO NIGHT! (thumbs up!) PSYK, YOU TOTALLY MISS THE BEST PART OF THE NIGHT! D:
The whole of Cecil Street was damn uluuuuuu sia, ohmy.
Anyway, I found a nice place for photoshoot!
Oh yeah while on our way back, we saw this photoshoot taking place above the MRT.
(No nice bg or whatsoever though?)
It was rather glamorous w the fan effect and all!
The caucasian model is super TALL, SLENDER &FAIR.

Baby fell sick right after his CIP >:(
So saddddddddd! *Hugs
All because of that stupid run and drizzle, grr :@ stupeck!
Have a good night sleep darling, don't catch a cold agn!
Get well tomorrow! Okay? (:
You've to, because you've already caught the most exciting and latest part of KO NIGHT!
Haha aight' truckload of love, hugs and kisses!

I ENCOUNTERED PROBLEMS WHILE UPLOADING MY PICTURES, AH MAN.
TSKKKKKKKKKK :@ I'll try to upload later! /<3

p/s: updated! pictures up there ^ :D

2009-06-12T00:39:00.006+08:00

A BIG HIEEEE TO YOU.

Yes you, stop looking around.

Omg I can see your nostril hair dangling!

HAHA, okay i shall stop this -.-

Haha, okay so I spent half the day stressing and weeping about things which I shouldn't even give a heck about -.- totally ruin half of my day and his. I'm so sorry baby :/

Okay the World is really huge that I've seemed to learn many things about People & the 'Going-ons'. You may say it's enriching however, I feel it's far too complicating and hard to comprehend.

People, Relationships, Studies, Work, Money - sums up the never ending pressure that one receives. All the more we shouldn't give up just like this! It's the constant pressure which pushes us to work a lil more which we have never thought we would be able to do it!

Be it Dance/Studies/Work.

Remember,

(as cliche as it may sound)

Nothing is Impossible,

Impossible is Nothing!

Okay, I feel so Siao-Char-Bor to post smth so random but may be motivating, right Dancers?

HAHA. I know you babes and hunks need that, especially since MST's like round the corner!

Plus you guys have been working so hard for the Auditions. Give it your best for those who are gg for the Modern Audition this Saturday! <3

SUCKS BIG TIME, I HAVE BEEN PROCRASTINATING AND SLACKING AROUND LAH.

UGH D: HOW SIA, JIALAT.

A few of my modules are like so foreign to me 8X

C'mon get your knuckles cracking and do smth, Jan!

Ciao'

Baby, you're just a wonder (:

2009-06-11T00:20:00.002+08:00

Today:

Hiphop Session

(damn tiring, damn shag, drank manymany bottles of water)

having rashes now, maybe due t hot weather. effing hot man.

im gonna switch on the aircon and hit my bed!

Love you baby & people.

LAUNCH of SEXY DIAMOND this Saturday!

(lil or no money D: psyk how! psyk how!)

TBG on 28th JUNE + SDZ Sushi Buffet.

check out the size of my arm ^ , like swollen right. haha i think it's the angle which martin or whoev took. like dont know fat/muscular. but kit said im v muscular, hahaha!

BEST LAB (AP-CHEM) PARTNER!

CONGRATULATIONS I'VE GOT IN SDZ, Strictly Dance Zone.

& Baby too.

Luvvvvvv!

2009-06-09T01:15:00.000+08:00

2009-06-07T16:05:00.003+08:00

Nasal blockage for days, pfffff.

It doesn't allow me t breathe in deeply and properly!

I lost my sense of smell! Sucks big time.

Gahhhh!

Baby's napping, he sleeps like a log.

However he resembles a pig, stupig haha!

How wonderful, he has been sleeping most of the time today!

Lazy bum bum.

I think I'll hit my books for now

but before that, Im gonna take a shower! (:

'we all have our own beliefs, however yours is so true that it amazes and captivates me'

2009-06-07T04:30:00.003+08:00

HEY YEAH, IM TOTALLY HYPED UP!
YAYYYYYY!
SEXY DIAMOND IS LAUNCHING SOON!
(in chinese it's 'XING GAN JIN GANG ZUAN SHI')
Am I right? :s
Do correct me if I'm wrong k!
I HEART SD TTM MAN! (L)
PSYK AKA BENEDICT KOH, YOU'LL DEFINITELY HAVE LOTS OF PATRONS!
MAY YOUR BUSINESS FLOURISH! :D
*GOT DISC ANOT UH, HAHA!

Woooo, had fun dancing today!

Fredy you damn dope can! Love all your choreos! :D

Enjoyed myself @ What The Funk too, hehe!

Jiayou poppers, keep the 'passion and pop' gg!

Funk never dies! (sounds more like locking, lol!)

Zomg, reminds me of the 'neh neh pop' conversation baby.

HAHA.

Oh yeah ppl, SDZ audition on Monday!

*Imagining the Singapore Idol scenario, haha the long queue and everything! :0

Dance t your ultimate best dancers! Love y'all :D

& Don't forget t study for your MST ppl, especially DOPT/1A/03!

I need Ju, Z.Ting & all the smarties t coach me, especially Gen Opt module!

Woah, sucks mannnnn.

Gtg! (:

BURP BYE!

2009-06-03T00:44:00.003+08:00

AFTER

BEFORE

LOL ;D

2009-05-26T22:28:00.005+08:00

AHHHH, MONSTER :D

(refering t the lady w/ the 'ben' tee. mwahah!)

HAPPY 15THM BABE! (ily) :D

and yeah kit you chao lesbian,

HAPPY 1 YEAR ANNIVERSARY W GLORIA!

*jumps*

woooooo, i've the urge t join canoe!

heh, hope i get into SDZ if not i'll consider canoe (:

will be back ltr, tatas!

xoxo.

2009-05-10T00:17:00.006+08:00

(that 'feeling' creeps up yet again ..)

noone understands, do you?

i felt so awfully sad upon receiving that, what do you call it, 'news'?

i broke down immediately and disconnected the call regardless who the receiver was.

in the first place, i was already feeling inexplicably awful.

y'knw i hate you doing that the most, yet agn you did.

i fucking, hate myself. idk what t say t you.

im just, wordless.

you just got yourself drunk.

i think this is what i should say,

takecare love.

rest well (smiley)

2009-04-25T01:27:00.003+08:00

23rd APRIL - HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUANNE LOVE! (:
24th APRIL - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALIVE SISSY! (:
25th APRIL - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY LOVE! (:
25th APRIL - HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH LOVE! (:

HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOYOU (x2)
HAPPYBIRTHDAYTO........
____(fill in the blank)____
HAPPYBIRTHDAYTOYOU! ;D

-

Pictures are not w me thus I couldn't upload hence this post will be rather short.
I'll post the pictures some other times?
Okay APRIL is a happening month t be?
Many many stuffs and events took place on the month of APRIL w/o me knowing! :(
Haha.

So, schoool has been a blast for me, only for this week because we were given LOTS of breaks!
I've found awesome classmates and friends!
One exciting thing is that, quite a number of my classmates and friends are joining SP DANCE CLUB - Strictly Dance Zone.
Wooo, this is gay man! *DOPE HAND SIGN
I love poly life but not the work load ha! :/
Poly isn't slacky at all ppl, it's just some stereotypical misconceptions that ppl have in mind.

-

Happy 14th month baby!
I'm so sorry that my lecture was actually extended for another 1/2hr! :(
I felt so guilty after looking at my phone! I think Kit and Ve both knew how hasty I was.
They were like, "OH SHIT OH SHIT!!" haha
We had fun eating ramen today w the 3lovelies, loren yona steph! (:

Heartfelt words:

Thank you baby for putting up w my totally-weird nonsense for these years.
I know I've been giving you a hell lot of worries and w/o you, it wouldn't be possible for me t complete certain tasks! :/
You're my wonder boy! ;D
Thanks darling, i love you unconditionally.
You're the best gift I've ever received,

Xoxo.

"We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love"

2009-04-13T00:54:00.003+08:00

Hey, I suck.
Oh yeahhh :/
Just, inexplicable.
Can you see the words forming in me?
Like, ZAH VOO GA BOOM KJA.
Sometimes I just have that, "hey what's wrong w me man!" feeling.
(duper sad smiley)

-

Nahnahnah, well i'm just some dumbo jumbo! :/
Guess nobody understands this post.
(Nobody reads it though? Lol)
Basically I just feel that I'm lacking some SUBSTANCE.
Perhaps magnanimity is the word.
Ah right.

Signing off now, cherios (:
(L)